Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Am I turning into a Glutard???

So for the past month I have been trying very hard to stay away from grains. I have not eaten a slice of bread in a very long time and Pasta, forget it. Not because I am gluten intolerant, but to aid with weight loss.

So on Monday I had made Cabbage and Pasta for dinner. I cook my cabbage with bacon and ground beef and serve it over pasta. I didn't eat pasta that day. Yesterday for lunch I had the left overs and I didn't think anything of it and ate the pasta. OUCH big mistake. I got the worst tummy ache ever.
Then today I had two slices of toast cause I had a really crappy night, I got all of 2hrs of sleep and I was starving. Then for lunch I had a bagel, that was the dumbest idea. I again have a tummy ache. So guess what I am going to stay away from grain products.

Does that make me a Glutard I don't know, but I noticed that I am feeling better when I stay away from them and that I seem to have more energy.

If you are offended by the world Glutard I am sorry, but I have many friends that are Gluten intolerant and guess what they don't mind.

Happy loosing

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Ranting...

This is going to be long and dragged out and has nothing to do with my weight loss, but it was a long time coming.

So almost a year ago I said "No" to a person that back then I thought of was my best friend. Well she did not take it well and the friendship came to an end. I really kept my tongue. Sadly we are still tied to a few things and they are being nasty about things and I post that on facebook, cause they are messing with my credit.
In hindsight, I could write so many nasty thing about this person, but I haven't and I won't I am a better person than that. But enough is enough, I am really sick of reading all the time how I was such a bad influence and negative energy in her life. Why the Fuck did you keep me arround for 4yrs if I was such an awful person? I've done everything to make your life easier and all I get is cheap shots at my character.

Now this weekend proofed that this "Divorce" was the best thing in my life. I've seen people I havent' seen in a while and they knew me during the "Friendship" and they looked at me and told me that they can tell I am so much happier, well yes I am. I am the happiest I've been in a while. I don't run ragged anymore. I can do what I want. I am creative again, I am having fun.

So why does someone harbor such nasty feelings? I don't know, but I am just tired of it. I am a better person than she makes me out to be and those that know me, know it too.

Ok I am done ranting now.